I am laying in bed and the time is half past three. I have had a wonderful time with my friends at my place. We ate fajitas and drank a lot of cosmos. Now I am thankful for those drinks since I really hate to sleep alone. But maybe it it good for me to do that to get rid of my fear of darkness and just being alone at night in general. When I was little I had no problem with that kind of things but the past few years a lot of bad stuff has happened during nighttime that are gonna stay in the back of my head for a long time.